Weight goals

I can't believe I didn't give you my weigh-in stats on Monday. I forgot because I've been feeling so sick.

But I didn't have to give anybody money. :)

I weighed in at 134.2 and 27% body fat. So even though I lost a little bit of weight - my last weigh in was 134.6 lbs and 27.2% body fat- I didn't really feel accomplished. I heard once that the belly fat on your stomach will not come off if you're eating sugar, so that's right folks, off of the sugar again. I feel better when I don't eat it anyway, so why not?


As of today, I weigh 132.4. But, I'm sure it's what I like to call "fake" weight loss. It's because I haven't been feeling well. This always boggles my mind though because my doctor says I need to eat at least 1200 calories to survive, and less than 1500 calories to lose weight. But when I barely eat anything when I'm sick, I lose weight. If I'm not sick, and barely eat anything, I gain weight. I don't know how to find that perfect balance and it is SO annoying to me. Any advice is extremely welcome.


I'm annoyed that I'm not feeling great because I needed to be swimming like every day this week in order to conquer the tri next week. And I definitely needed to pick up my running.


Because I felt like crap, I obviously didn't start p90x2. Hopefully I'll start it next week.


My goals are this: to weigh 128 by my sister's wedding (July 13th). That gives me three weeks to lose 4 lbs. It SHOULD NOT be that hard. We'll see. Then, I'd like to weigh 125 by the time we go to the shore. That's what I weighed last year, and would like to look the same - not like a fat-I had knee surgery and couldn't do anything-slob. Plus, we're taking family pictures. I need to look good for that. :)


Then I'd like to lose the last five and hopefully be happy with that weight, and ready to get on with the rest of my life. 


Anyway, here's to hoping I'll weigh in around 131 something on Monday. :)