Lots of things...

Doctor visit didn't go well. Probably can't do the tri. :( I'm really upset about it. And I know there will be more tris, but I've wanted to do this for a year, and I wanted to do my first one here because the current drags you during the swim. I wanted to do a tri before I ever got pregnant... and I can solve that with another tri at another time... but I'm just so sad.

Next visit is on June 16th and we will see what he says then. I'm taking every precaution to try and get my foot better in the next two weeks. He said it shouldn't take more than six, and he's hoping for five... ugh. We'll see.

Next, I started p90x on Monday with Molly. I, of course, skip the parts that use my leg - and just do more one legged push-ups or stretch. I have also been calorie counting and eating VERY well. I gained weight not exercising and being on crutches, and have lost it all since I started p90x.

I think it's time for us to really start thinking about having kids soon, and I need to make sure I'm the fittest I can be. So I'm really motivated. That's good, right? Helps me stay on track.

Eric - Angela's husband - just lost like 25 - 30 lbs in a few months, and my cousin lost weight just biking and counting calories, so why can't I? (Because I always stop myself...)

So I think this is exactly the motivation I need. Hopefully. We'll see. I feel like I get a good start all the time and then go down hill. Hence the reason i started p90x again - it's the only way I've ever lost weight - so why not do it again? So here goes! Trying a beginning to weight loss again.