Frustrated

I didn't check my weight today - but will check tomorrow - Thursday is our official weigh-in day.

I ate SO well today though. A veggie/fruit smoothie for breakfast. Tortilla soup made from all veggies and some chicken for lunch. And chicken pot pie for dinner.

No exercise today though - I walked around a ton, but obviously I didn't lift weights and didn't do my 30 mins of cardio - so dollar in the jar for me. Or is that two dollars? (Steph, mom?)

Anyway, I'm frustrated, so you get to hear all about it. A car ran into us today ON PURPOSE. Every fiber of my being would fight this in court.... but I have no energy.

I'm already dealing with MAYBE having to go to court with Best Vinyl and I just don't need another thing right now. On top of that, I feel like we never get ahead on our money and I'm going to have to keep working when we have kids, and I just don't want to do that. I'm just ripped apart right now. I just hope that when I call the insurance tomorrow, they say it won't bring up our insurance or anything if we want to just claim our car damage. It's about all I can hope for right now. I really wish that they would fight it with the other person's car insurance company but at this point... I just want my car to be fixed and this to be over.

I called my mom crying. Sometimes crying is all I can do to make myself feel a LITTLE better because it relieves my headache from everything. And my mom just reminded me how good everything else in life is and that this will pass and everything will be fine again. We talked about other people and the things they are going through and I just wonder... why are people so mean? How can people be so mean? It literally hurts me that people can be so evil. And then be HUGE liars.

Anyway, tomorrow's another day, right? And tomorrow I'll figure out everything. For tonight - time to go. Maybe I can convince Eric to take me on a late night bike ride.